I have less and less willing to talk about ... delegated to others.
"Here I go again to the sea, the sun touches the my hair and dreams hang in the air. Gulls are in heaven, and in my blue eyes. Sai it feels unfair there's magic everywhere Look at stay here alone, own again Up toward the sunlight. I do not need to laugh and cry because it is a life wonderful. The sun in your eyes, the heat is in your hair: seem to hate you because you are there and I need a friend, and that makes me happy, not stay here alone, watch me while I stand here alone, again turned its toward the sunlight. I do not need to laugh and cry because it's a wonderful life . "
What happens to me? I really do not understand. I have put an end to my book. The only thing missing was to unveil the true identity of the goddess Romanian. Instead, for the umpteenth time, another jolt to the already messed up my life. I announced it to you tonight that I would talk about you. This time you can not hole up in a corner and listen for five minutes and then open the door and run away. Write a long time now, has become the only way to communicate with you and others. I wanted to, I was indeed successful, to live no longer fantasies: those "ice castles" that too often, they stay only until melted drops on the gravel. I had been warned that it could still happen. I knew that would happen! You know what? I slam the balls of what I have called "hypocrites of the cock": this time I play. The fantasies are illegal? Perfect, then they change the term and call them dreams. Valeria you the dream that I want to live to the end, with or without your permission. Surely you can not believe my words, so how can you run away, someone before you has already done. You said yourself that a dream does not hurt and then forward, one step after the other. Sure, just friends for now, at least so you're satisfied. From ancient times, expecting you and you did not know this, perhaps because there was still to understand it. You have awakened in me an energy so strong that it could hardly control it. You suddenly disappeared, the goddess and Romanian, with her decades of doubt and folly. Hence why I call you "shine". In this way I try to express what I see and hear you. Your beauty is overwhelming value: physical and intellectual. Your sensitivity is unmatched: instinctive but attentive. Qualities of this kind are not so easily and this is where we meet. The call affinity. I, however, prefer a term different: to have reciprocity, attraction, understood and many, too many similarities. Explain to me why you tried that with me that only I and you know, the where and when? I know the answer and you too, except that I do not deny it because there is nothing to hide. I do not mean to hide from others, but yourself. For love, understand and accept your reasons, but despite this, I struggle to understand how you manage to suppress what you feel. We made a long speech on attraction sex has nothing to do with affection. There are those that are not meant to love as we understand it. So, even now, I wonder why that momentum with me, believe me it had nothing to do with sexual attraction? Answer me again. With me too because I expected! You, too, as you are a woman, you want something more: to perceive those feelings that lead you to be a single person and not two. I hear your lips vibrate and saw your eyes moistening. The tone of your voice change, to become a whisper while your head is pushed down below, after my stomach. I hear your warm hand tremble as I stroked his head. This is not fucking understand it right? I leave thee as long as you want, but I think a life is not enough to forget that moment when you were, at least with me, a woman in one direction only. I'll talk to you anche domani e poi dopodomani e poi ... Ancora. Questo è il nostro sogno. L'hai ripetuto più volte e con veemenza anche tu. E allora lasciami scrivere di te. Vorrei averti qui con me, perdermi nel nostro sogno e nella tua unicità. Ricorda Valeria se scappi svanisce anche la nostra chimera. E adesso ... guarda e ascolta.
Flight you know that? this is true ... sorry, but I had to tell you
Valeria ... you're a special and I will take care of you
Tonight maybe I exaggerated. Forgive me if you can, but I can not resist the depth of your eyes. Nothing to do with sex. Just a great lady of the east. Your intelligence should not surprise me and yet, every time you open your mouth ... turned the rest struck by how your brain is connected to the rest of your body. At first glance you might think just the opposite. But your body, wonderful beyond any limit, hides an immensity of things to discover. I have to take it slow, did you ask me and I will. But you can not help thinking every second. Your attention deserves to be special, so "... I will take care of you. I, we will take care of you .. ".
